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DRUM OOOON.....

guess what day it is !!!.....its Lars ulrich birthday, n for those who don know him hes one of the best drummers ever....founder of MetallicA..(ofcourse with james), man i love that guy....when hes drummin its like....its like...i dunno but its like somethin awesome :D...one of my fav quotes is when he said abt napster : "I don't mind people downloading the songs... Just not until the album's actually out "....he stood against napster when every1 else chickened out...
he also said abt cliff burton:"I know Cliff, more than anyone else in the band, would have been the first guy to give us a kick in the ass, and wouldn't want us to sit around. It's what he would have wanted us to do"

happybirth daaay LAAAARS !!

P.S : he turned 43, another old geezer on the drums, lol

happy endings...

what the hell happened to this world, ppl sayin aint no real love in this world, aint no happy endings, why is that...cuz we say so ?...or cuz we tell ourself so...every1 convincin himself that happy endings exists only in movies, and let me ask u somethin...who made these movies ? aliens ? they r ppl like us..flesh n blood, they went to high school like we did, went to colleges, they lived a normal life...but they were gifted, the only difference between us n them is that they stopped to smell the beauty of love, they were inspired by true love stories, thats why we have all this romantic movies, its not made up...real love is out there, sometimes u search for it n find it, n sometimes it searchs for u...its only a matter of time...

Searching quest

I was just talkin with my soulmate and she said somethin' that made me think...she was searching for a friend of hers online, i asked if she knew if he was comin or not, she said he should have been here a while ago...so i said do u know his online nick ? she said no....but he knows mine....and she just sat online waitin for him....i was like...wow! n i asked myself, would i do the same for a friend of mine ? would i wait for him if i missed him n there is no other way i could reach him ? searchin in a chat room that he used to sit in, would i do that ?..and even if i did, how long will i wait ? 1 hour ? 2 hours ? 5 minutes ?...what if he doesnt come...will i wait for him next night ?...its amazing how carin for some1 make u do...how many of us r still doin that ?
go in a search quest...for a long missed friend, or a loved one ?...even in our real life ? have we stopped searching ? have ppl given up hope for good?...is there a friend that is willing to search for us when we're in our deepest darkness ? some1 that's ready to grab our hand and guide us back to the light....i dunno but i hope that u begin ur search quest...search for ur soulmate...ur love..or maybe even urself !

Different?

u know these days is very special to me, cuz ive been in the dark for so long n am out, and let me tell u it aint pretty....i dunno why it took me so long to come out, maybe sometimes our demons wanna keep us in the dark, want to suck the light, hope, strength from our soul, or maybe sometimes u convince urself that this is my world n i cant change.. thats what iv been livin in....i was haunted by my demons for so long...i was weak, so weak that i surrendered...i wasnt doin anything...pushed my friends away, pushed my family away....i was like: this is my world and i don want u in it.....but not because i hated them(my family or friends), But its because i hated myself...i didnt want them to have anything to do with a creature like me...i gave this a looong thought, why am i doin this? and it hit me like a freight train...its cuz i am so sick of this world we're livin in that i had to isolate myself from it...why? i dunno, maybe cuz am different...maybe i felt that theres no place for me in this life...but all this s*** ive been through made me realize somethin...
even if ur different, even if every1 cares abt things that u don give a crap abt...even if ur mind works in a different way, u have to blend in the fabric of society....u have to roll with it, maybe u can change how some ppl think, maybe u can learn somethin new from them...don just isolate urself from ppl...i think bein' different is a bliss...

Fresh !

To be able to give ppl a piece of ur mind when most of the minds r gone fishin' feels real gr8, whats the point ? the point is that there is no need to have a point....u just unleash ur mind and let it burst with ideas, its not important if its right or wrong, its not important if its good or bad, the only thing that does matter is to be true and straight from ur heart...and thats in my openion whats BLOGGER is really abt...